July 16th, 2007

Security: Time: 11:25 pm

ATTENTION ALL AND ANYONE i have started a radical new livejournal. and i mean radical by that it's not what you would have expected from me.... it talks about sex, body image, and my life. so it isnt up for everyone to read but if you would like.... lazy_green_eyes is the name and writing is my game. i miss writing and i feel the need to find the more humorous side of life when critiqing myself, my stomach and everything else i deem important enough to write about. i may occasionally update this one... but if you want to keep in good contact with whats goingon in my life and probably too much informationabout myself... lazy_green_eyes

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May 28th, 2007

Security: Subject: not like i use this that much really... Time: 09:09 pm

well i have decided that i am going to actually write in a real journal this summer. and document my adventures, downfalls, laughter and every curbball that get's thrown at me this fine time of the year. so i know i dont update much, but hasta i'll be back when school starts and probably post a greatest hits from the summer's journal or something.....

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May 23rd, 2007

Current Music: postal service Security: Time: 12:23 am Current Mood: meh

so i'm home again and am working and working and working. i've gone on one hike and that's about it. hung out with a few friends here and there, but really havent done a whole lot. just work. and i havent even unpacked yet. our house in all sorts of disorder and that NEVER happens here at home. but it's cause of the hardwood floors that they fucked up on and now have to redo so my parents figured it would be a prime time to paint the house. blah blah. i had teriyaki today :0) i am now going into work tomorrow, i was supposed to have it off, but we've got a lot going on in our department and such so i said i was avaliable. i've been hardcore missing vanguard people lately. summer is just as stressful as school is for me. but it's nice not having to worry about homework or school. work is work and i dont have to worry about it when i'm home at night or it's not nagging at me in my mind. instead it's just the constant rush of things that need to be done or paid for etc. i got the new modest mouse cd. it's pretty killer. some of the songs have this crazy thing that reminds me of the postal service's music. but if you want a good song try fire it up. i guess that's all i've got for now. sorry i've sucked at life on updating, i just dont ever seem to be in the mood to write about my life....

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April 14th, 2007

Current Music: bloc party - this modern love Security: Time: 09:55 am

i have a black eye and my momma isnt comin out for mom's weekend....

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March 25th, 2007

Security: Time: 04:02 am

after a bad day, i finally had a good night. and what happens. my bag(wasnt even actually mine) gets stolen that contains my ipod, credit card, cell phone and other misc. things. i have NEVER been this mad at someone. i hope that something very very bad happens to them. because they deserve it.

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March 24th, 2007

Current Music: the cranberries Security: Subject: just another day Time: 03:42 pm Current Mood: gloomy

today just seems to be in a funk. i suppose it would be because of the wonderful day i had yesterday. the girls are cleaning the apartment. i did a couple of things, but i just didnt feel like it. my room is a mess. and so is my mind today. maybe i just need to shower and try to wake myself up. even though i've been up for a while. i dropped my FSHN class today. there's no way i could have pulled it off. i'm a bit disappointed at myself. and its my fault. and i will have to take it over again. at least it'll help my gpa. i had a wonderful evening last night with which a big majority i hung out with Kristian and it was glorious. i love you girl! i talked to james last night. and i think it was pretty good. also talked to jeff too. hopefully i'll meet up with him tonight or something. he's a good kid and i think hes one of those i'll adopt as a brother. :0) i took a bus ride with lauren and erica yesterday. it was good times... :0)

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March 20th, 2007

Current Music: this crazy crackling candle and some foo fighters Security: Subject: maybe i have a melatonin imbalance..... Time: 02:49 am Current Mood: annoyed

im annoyed at myself because i shoud be sleeping instead i lay here lj-ing it. i was looking at shawn and keith's lj's which may sound kind of odd, but i'm always curious as to how people end up ya know? i always wonder about people i have encountered somewhere in my life and how they are doing and where they are. but yes it is around three am and i have to get up at six thirty. i dont get it. sometimes i curse my mother for passing on her horrible sleeping habits. but evenso, i never worry about tomorrow. i know eventually the day will be over night will set in and hopefully i will sleep my way into oblivion. i can always sleep in on wednesdays anyways. and i'll just drink more caffeine tomorrow. hasnt killed me yet right? today was a pretty killer day. got up almost on time, classes were let out ten minutes early, went to the store, saw a hot bus driver (trust me this never happens, all but one bus driver is old crotchty and cranky, but this one was young and smiling), erica came home from hawaii, we went to the park and threw around a baseball and a frisbee, ooo and prior to that we had a spice girl party in our living room, played a little tag at the park (i LOVED IT), came back and went and played water volleyball with two neighbors at the rec. hella fun. my throat feels a little raspy, but it honestly doesnt surprise me, i've gone a whole two months with out getting sick. just no flu. that's all i ask. wait i take that back i had a cold over the three day weekend in feb. why arent i sleeping?? i just cant get myself to do it. it was sooooo nice today! i sat out in the sun in shorts and a tanktop and read a boook. it was fantastical i have this live version on the song it the end of the world as we know it - REM and it is the best ever no joke it fits nice weather perfectly. more tomorrow maybe.... oooh and all day today ive had the itch to dork out in photoshop.....

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February 14th, 2007

Security: Time: 09:50 am

Happy Valentine's Day to you all! <3

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February 6th, 2007

Current Music: ipod on shuffle Current Location: holland library Security: Subject: the battle of evermore Time: 10:53 am Current Mood: indescribable

i really ought to sleep more. i really think i'd probably get healthier. also start running again. it's starting to get above freezing temperatures. early spring is in the air. :0) you know what i never got was the damn groundhog thing. i always thought it was kind of dumb. i remember making groundhog things in kindergarten with styrafoam cups, popscicle sticks and a paper groundhog as in some sort of celebration of the stupid day. we have some fucking weird things in our society and to me, that's one of them. well i've got a test in my next class and as hard as i tried, i seriously couldnt study. so there is no doubt in my mind that i will do poorly. interpol just came on, amazing. reminds me of being downtown seattle. good times. yet again today i noticed everything i am wearing from my pack to my socks, they all came from rei, minus my jeans and chucks. but yeah i always get a little chuckle out of that. i'm excited to not be lonely anymore tomorrow :0) its so nice to sleep next to someone. should be a good weekend. i think i might possibly be living with ally (my roomie from last year) and Fi next year> which would be nice to figure out< that would take a load off my mind. this keyboard i'm using is like freaking out. weird.... i cant believe that it's februrary already and its midterms. crazy stuff man. OOHHHH i'm going backpacking this summer! well most likely, for probably 3 days i think. i wanted to go on a longer one, but i dont think bec will be able to. my almost top favorite elliott smith song - i figured you out, just came on. the only version of it i have is the live version and it's amazing. such a tragedy he's not alive to make music anymore. definitely getting spring fever here, like i said it's finally starting to warm up :0)

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February 5th, 2007

Security: Subject: it's a minor inconvience Time: 10:48 am

well i'm about to bomb my soc test in a few hours, but besides that, pretty much all the rest of school is going rather well! the weather is starting to slightly warm up(knock on wood) and i'm loving it. i'm finally for once too warm in a down jacket, a sweatshirt and a thermal knock off of a thick underarmour shirt. it's funny a lot of days i stop and think wow, everything that i'm wearing comes from REI. i love my job. :0)

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